I did it! I finally did it and can say that I am completely satisfied with the fact that I completed my college experience and am proud to tell you all that I am a graduate!! You have no idea how great it is that after months and months of stress and worry I can confidentally look at people and tell them that I was not a complete failure and have lived up to the potential set for me.
anywho, the tumblrs be calling me back to it's realm, so i shall be over there spending hours reblogging pictures of anchors and wolves ;) I kid, but seriously.
LOL, see you guys :)
It's been awhile, yes I get it. School being my excuse like always, but you should note that i have one week left of classes So there's that.
I'm tired. Tired of constantly fighting to prove myself and it's so frustrating, I just wish that everything would fall right into place instead of having to work my hands to the bone in order to get to where I want to be. I'm over it. I've had to grow up since I've been - what? - 13 years of age.
It's not that i enjoy knowing that I've worked hard and earned what i've worked hard for, it's just that I'd rather take a break from all the stressful 'overthinking' that I've been doing and just the let chips 'fall as they may' so to speak.
anyways I have like three assignments on the go, so i should probably get on that... here marks the end of my social life for about a week and a half (exams).
-Michael
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wow, can't actually believe it, im well into the second semester of college already, yet it feels like i've just started. I cant keep yup with all these things in my life, it's honestly draining, and then of course I always forget that i even have a blog because im either on facebook or tumblr, it's hard to keep up with my life, i feel like i've completely lost grip of my life, and the reality is that im knowingly letting my self control go.
I remember awhile ago it felt like i had a good head on my shoulders, like I actually knew what I wnated and where I was going, lately it seems like my life is in the pits. I have no idea if this is even what i want to do for the rest of my life. Honestly, I don't even really fully understand who I am as a person. It's frustrating and I'm tired.
Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know,
Oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
One Direction - What Makes You Beautiful
What the actual fucking fuck fuck!?
Pardon the language, but I get really irritated when the left arm of my glasses break. It pisses me off more than anything, I actually can't stand it... not to mention the fact that i got super glue on my thumb and can't feel anything because the glue is covering my thumbprint, therefore, i have no touch receptors, therefore... I have temporarily lost the feeling in my thumb until this shit peels off. Therefore, extreme insanity due to the annoying feeling of not being able to feel.
On a brighter note, I'm down to 180 lbs, and can thus finally look good in tighter shirts (notice the picture... that's a medium at Jack and Jones... if you are a guy who's ever shopped at Jack and Jones... even buying a medium shirt makes you feel fat.. they size realllly small.) Not to mention, I hate the judgmental looks I get from the employees there. It makes me want to leave the store, and come back with an AK-47 and make some brain slushies... however the store has awesome clothes, and I'd rather not go to jail... so I don't see that happening any time in the near future.
School starts in two days, lucky for me, I have to go donate blood right before class ( note the sarcasm ) not that I don't appreciate knowing that I'm saving lives, it's the annoying temporary imobility in my arm that will be the biggest bother.. and I'll probably be way too moody to even go to class, but I have too :/
Anyways guys, I'll catch you later. I love you guys :)
Michael :D
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I did it! I finally did it and can say that I am completely satisfied with the fact that I completed my college experience and am proud to tell you all that I am a graduate!! You have no idea how great it is that after months and months of stress and worry I can confidentally look at people and tell them that I was not a complete failure and have lived up to the potential set for me. 
wow, can't actually believe it, im well into the second semester of college already, yet it feels like i've just started. I cant keep yup with all these things in my life, it's honestly draining, and then of course I always forget that i even have a blog because im either on facebook or tumblr, it's hard to keep up with my life, i feel like i've completely lost grip of my life, and the reality is that im knowingly letting my self control go. 
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